我的部落格

2011-07-26T00:17:00.002+08:00

既然開始了，就再po多一篇吧

要‘寫作’並不容易

要在乏味的生活找靈感‘寫作’，更是一大挑戰

我的熱情又會是3分鐘熱度嗎？

會

我會又過了半年後再寫下一篇嗎？

我想，應該會...

被現實生活繞得團團轉的我們，怎麼會好好，安靜地坐下來‘寫作’呢？這也因此造成 blog 被慢慢地被遺忘。取代的，是適合社會繁忙腳步的 140 word limit 的 twitter & 微薄。它們符合了現代都市人生活的方式－快！狠！准！

哈哈，我也是个標準的現代都市人！ Cuz im using both of them! But no worries...I will nvr forget about my blog! 我只是...沒靈感罷了！

晚安了各位。。後會有期！

hunger

2011-07-26T00:06:00.001+08:00

Seems like my blog is dying of hunger- from the lack of words fed to it. For about...half a yr?

Came back to look at it thanks to ms chan, who mentioned about blogs n etc...

Just come to say hi, to leave a footprint..

Ok 蓋好了，閃人啦！

2010-12-04T00:31:00.003+08:00

Very long since my last post...N im back again!

Since facebook has this...
"Change yourfacebook profile picture to a cartoon from your childhood and invite your friends to do the same. Until monday there should be no human faceson facebook, but an invasion of memories. this is for violence against children."

N mine,
SAILORMOON!

I got all the comics, not sure if I watched all episodes of anime..My mum bought me a sticker book, and inside was filled with sailormoon stickers.

A litle intro on them.
Each n every sailor represents 1 planet.
Moon, Mercury, Venus, mars, Jupiter - 5 core characters
Saturn, Neptune, Uranus, Pluto.

Everyone possess different powers, accordance to their planet, and Moon - is the leader & the princess!

Post Created Aug 21, 2010 3:52:09 AM

2010-08-21T03:51:00.001+08:00

3 weeks since my first day of work. It's cool.. Trying my best to integrate with the team... Yea.. It takes time, for someone so慢熱.

And for these few weeks, I have been slping earlier than usual, and also... Wakin up early not only on weekdays, but also weekends. I'm really trying my best not to wake up early, seems like it's not working haha

Post Created Jul 26, 2010 8:19:31 PM

2010-07-26T20:19:00.001+08:00

Tmr is a start of something new. I've ended my 2 yrs long part time @ CVPL on 30th June, I've finally graduated, and I'm finally working. A 3 months contract work. Hope it goes well....:)

2010-06-18T11:21:00.004+08:00

我一直相信往前走，一直走...一定会有到达目的地的一天。
我也相信我想要的，往这条路就一定会到达目的地。
所以我不考虑走其它路，就一直试着往前走...

走着走着,发现其实到达目的地，有很多的路可以选择，可是我仍然相信我走的路是对的。
我走的是地面不平的石沙路，可是它充满着挑战和一点点满足感。
所以我不理会，继续走着我选的路。

走着走着，又发现了其它的路，虽然平淡无聊，但是泊油铺成的路，好走多了。它们也能到达目的地，为什么不走呢？
我就在这分叉路口犹豫了起来.....

2010-06-03T10:19:00.003+08:00

27/05 to 01/06 - 3rd Taipei trip
I enjoyed the weather, the shopping and the food there..Whats more to say? Oh, the people there are damn friendly, dead serious. Just a couple of pics to share.

I also attended SHE concert there! Its twice as fun as Singapore's Concert(Its still great and fantastic). And full of surprises for us...esp the Selina's part...both of us were like...OMG the whole way...they were soooo fun..ok, I got limited vocab. The 气氛 is really different from Singapore's concert since its their 家乡场. However, didnt manage to get any photos cuz my camera 不争气. This make me wanna go their concert in Taipei next time they were to have a world tour again~真的是爱死他们了啦~

If I were to go back to Taiwan next time, I must have ample cash. This I promise...

2010-05-07T14:43:00.002+08:00

Exams - Done!
Passport - Done!
Air ticket - Done!
Hotel - Done!

Feeling a little more relaxed than the past few weeks, but they are still pending agenda waiting to be cleared..but still...Im more relaxed now, after knowing that I've got a seat in a plane and a bed in a foreign land.

Anyway, after my paper and collecting my passport, I went to 'visit' Singapore with my brother.(The main purpose wasnt to visit but to shop, but still..its visiting) I went to visit Iluma and Mandarin Gallery for the first time in my life~ Haha...Im like more of a tourist than a real tourist. Oh, I forgot to mention that I've visited the Flyer too...on Labour Day, with my village of relatives.

And today, Im goin to Parco Millenia for dinner..which I dont even know it exist until Celes told me there is this place call PARCO MILLENIA near Promenade Station which I also dont know where the hell is it. Gosh, so much for being a local.

So now, I've left a few more new places to explore...Marina Bay Sands, Sentosa Resort, City Square Mall..think thats about it, unless you include those places like..henderson wave, redhill, westcoast and etc. Now..know what i mean of being more like a tourist than a tourist.

2010-04-23T10:27:00.006+08:00

This post was kinda Overdue...But nevertheless, I shall blogged about it!
Life was kinda mundane these few months, with school, exam, work, and job seeking. It bores me more when I got not much entertainment in my life...friends were either busy studying...schools, work, boyfriends etc, and me having lack of Cash..blah blah blah..

All these months, I was anticipating for 17th Apr to come. Practically was counting down to the days...I never miss any of their concerts in Singapore. So this yr, with or without $$, Im gonna watch the concert. Yes, Im talking about S.H.E. 女王驾到！！

Edit: Thanks to Cher, I've got Some photos n im goin to share!
The 开场 - I think its damn nice la~

When they come out...Uber cool!

The nest

Not much to share...cuz Cher didnt take much.. but thanks anyway!!

Ok...what Im goin to blogged below is...kinda biased...just because Im an SHE fan.

I love the concert to bits!! They were fabulous!! Funny..good singing.. never fail to engage the fans...and I dont know how to describe it anymore. Its just great! N Im enjoying every moments of it. This concert was a little different from the past. They changed the rendition of some of the songs, which were still...NICE~ like...触电 in a jazzy rendition, giving a different feel to the original light rhythm song. And "Remember" to a ballad , I think there were more songs being changed, but..Cant think of it now...N I really really think that they are good, harmonizing was nice. 不愧是亚洲女子天团!!!

The whole thing was simply fantastic! Cher n I were screaming n shouting n waving n moving n dancing in our seats throughout the whole concert. We were like 2 fanatics sitting in a quiet section. I hear no screams n shouts from the pple behind us. They were like...stones, but still, they didnt manage to dampen our DAMN-HIGH spirits. Another minor let down was the STUPID lightstick I've bought. Paid $2.50 for a non-working stick. Didnt manage to go change it cuz I only broke the stick when the concert starts. Both of us were so tired when the concert ends. Hungry and tired...but it was definitely WORTH IT.

And I promised to myself to get myself a better seat next time they were to arrive in SG for a concert tour.

2010-03-25T22:29:00.003+08:00

Now that I have to work on all weekdays except thurs, I've come to treasure every moment of Thurs...okay, not every moment..moments after the morning lesson. Its like a 'luxury' day for me since sleeping in the afternoon and roaming the streets seems to be kinda impossible during weekdays when I am working. And it will be very soon when I gotta step into the workforce like my peers did, all the more I treasure Thursday.

2010-03-08T01:09:00.000+08:00

又到了压抑被解放的日子了，累积了许多的‘怨’。
我怨：
为什么感觉其实我没有很重要。
为什么其他人的‘理所当然’，对我而言却是‘遥不可及’。
为什么……
种种的为什么，压得我好闷，好闷。
这些‘怨’…我只能自己想，我不能说，因为我知道我没资格怨天尤人。
原因很简单：因果。
我曾经的不努力，换来近日的苦，完全合理。我没资格怨。
处理人际关系对我来说本来就是一片灰色地带，它没有一条很分明的界限。好或不好因人而异。对人的重视，可能在别人眼里，不算是‘被重视’。自己理解的好并不代表它一定是好的。对人的关心，不过问并不代表我不在乎，我只是不敢问。
简单数学理论 – 1+1=2，在人际关系上却完全被否定。在这个理论上，我也没资格怨。我只能说，我真的在努力做得更好，即使不被承认，也没关系。

2010-03-01T09:04:00.003+08:00

New year is officially over for 2010. 15 days just passed like this. At least...somehow...it ended with a "Bang".

Last evening was filled with great food, great ice-wine, and great wii game, even though we had to 'fight' with the small kids in order to play. Cant help it...cousins of our age ( the twenties club) were in the awkward stage - Cant blend in with the Old karaoke crowd outside (though we wanted to take over that territory but...we got no songs to sing), cant really blend in with the small kids to play Wii. We had to wait and take turns to play with the machine.

I think it would be a good 'investment' to get a Wii..and play Wii fit. The yoga, balance game, strength training and aerobics. If not, even ravings rabbits will be good too. All these are really good exercises, I now had aches on my arms. Maybe I would be able to shed 5 kg of fats in a year's time. Hee hee

People should all play Wii like I do - Play with Big actions. It would then be effective what...If not, too 冷静 seems to defeat the purpose of playing Wii. Now I think that Wii is fun cause it makes you do stupid things and makes you look funny. Thats the fun of it. My couz nearly wanted to put my video of playing Wii on youtube to make my backview looks famous. Ok, now I think I have entertainment value and I think its a plus point! Haha

Whats the next festive ocassion to look forward to?

2010-02-01T23:44:00.002+08:00

I stared at this page for a long time, and I got no idea what to post.

完全没有主题.

可是我不是很开心，但不知从何说起。
可能是个人处理方式有点不够‘绝’，吃亏还是我自己。就因为迁就再迁就，不想弄得一拍两散，所以吃亏的，终究还是我自己。

原来，我的性格其实没有我想象的那么强悍。I thought I could be better than that.

2010-01-21T21:16:00.003+08:00

今年有几场非看不可的演唱会，如果我荷包满满，一定一场不漏地观看每一场。很可惜，我负债连连......:(

第一场：阿密特 A-mei 演唱会 (1月29/30)
我期待已久.....兴致勃勃想要去看，因为是 A-mei & 阿密特 '合体',觉得一定很有看头。 Imagine 她开场唱 '开门见山'......GOSH, it will be soooo HIGH LA!!! Who can take it?!!
可惜，我现在口袋空空，完全没缘看这场演唱会.......How I wish some $$ could drop from Sky....so that I can go watch her :( So not easy waiting for her to come to Singapore for concert, and yet I let this opportunity fly past me, just like that.
Got any kangtao (Got pple suddenly cannot go and selling tix REAL cheap, or got FREE TIXs) on this concert can call me!!!! I mean...MUST CALL ME!!

第二场：S.H.E is the One 演唱会(4月17)
很少会 miss SHE concert 的我，应该不会错过这一场, unless something unexpected crops up.*Fingers crossed* 可是，当我有能力买票的时候，好位置都应该被买光了吧。不气馁，我还是会去感受热闹的气氛。They never fail to impress me! 超期待的！I think I also need some companions, cuz my friends shld be buying tickets early...ARGH! 又是钱在作怪！！！！

第三场：周杰伦 2010 Singapore Concert

Information are not out in Sistic, its around June I guess. Well...I dont wanna miss out on this either. 我能不能看这场演唱会就看我的'造化'啦~！

This year got quite alot of Agenda on hand (Money Agenda), 我需要三思/四思/五思而后行，不然后日有什么天大的 event/programme, 我又只能双手拱让了 :(

2010-01-03T23:05:00.002+08:00

I heard that my couz is getting married next yr!! ROM next month, and the actual day next yr! And, Im goin to give myself 1 year to slim down! Haha....not much la....maybe...5kg? My other cousins, all slimmer than me, are also goin to slim down...Cannot lose to them~ Its only when there are special occasions then I would wanna do something to my 'fats', else, not enough motivation and I will start to procrastinate.

So....Exercise, anyone? Or maybe, someone to control my diet??

2009-12-29T15:09:00.002+08:00

I know Im not being practical, or rather, Im just day-dreaming and its not possible at all....But..Can I live there please?!!!!!

Presenting Hogsmeade.

I soo wanna go there!

2009-12-29T10:09:00.003+08:00

Seems that half of my friend's blog links are inactive - Deleted, locked or basically dormant. It was once a phenomena, but it died down since I-dont-know when, and it further died down since Twitter was introduced.

I once blogged religiously, updating my mundane life. But after a while, I found how boring my updates were - in another words, how boring my life was, I decided to blog selectively.

SO now, I blogged only when Im BORED. Ok...so the blog updates are once again boring. Haha~

Im still at the 'watching movie' stage, where interesting things happens around me, and Im watching them. Its still not the time where Im the star of the movie. Not yet. So, my blog posts stay boring, Still.

Therefore, I hereby welcome bored pple to read my boring posts when you feel bored. :)

2009-12-28T00:32:00.003+08:00

Whenever im at home, Im always in my room, except for toilet breaks and food breaks. I will always take my food into my room and eat in front of my screen - TV or Com. So, in a day, 24 hrs, I spent approx 23 hrs in my room. As mentioned, I spent most of my time in front of screens, but I will take a break from the screens and turn to books and music and lie on my bed. Music and books, TV and internet...its really an ultimate home relaxation for me.

And Today (Sunday), I spent 23hrs in my room, relaxing, did a little packing in my room, listening to music, reading a book, and having a half TV marathon. I started at 6.00pm - Dong Feng Channel, then unintentionally flipped to Channel 5 and watched Step Up at 7pm for dont know hw many times, and then 8pm back to Dong Feng, and 930pm at Channel U for the simple yet touching local production movie, and kept flipping to Okto to watch Swing Girl. and flipped twice to channel 5 for the Charice performance (I only heard her sang less than 1 phrase) Finally, back to Dong Feng at 11pm with Patty Hou and Elva. All ended at 12am. If my room has starhub sports channel, I would be flipping to the Arsenal Aston match. But its ok....i got a commentator on MSN :)

Its suppose to be relaxing, but...Im feeling so tired after facing the screen for all the time im awake. *Yawn*, Im goin to bed after I dry my hair. Goodnight World.

2009-12-22T22:10:00.004+08:00

Just been to ION. Like HOW LONG after its opening. Maxi refused to go beyond the 1st Floor. Rar, I just wanna see how expensive it goes as the level gets higher. I wanna see the brands I havent seen b4. I wanna shock myself and day-dream abit. Haha~

Since im unable to satisfy my day-dreaming desire, I am left contented with a photo taken inside the ION xmas tree.
Kinda nice...But very giddy is keep looking at it.
I actually wanted to snap all xmas trees I've came across and post the pictures online...But OBVIOUSLY, I got lazy and didnt do it in the end. Typical me...Laziness got the better of me..

xmas is round the corner...buy your gifts, wrap your gifts and write your cards. Get ready for the festive and 口袋破洞 season!!!

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!

2009-12-22T21:10:00.007+08:00

Last sunday, I went to Malaysia with my parents, tgt with my aunt, grandma and granduncles (3rd and 5th) and grandaunties. Its sort of like a family reunion for my granduncles. We met 4th granduncle and 6th granduncle. The joy of reuniting with their brothers were all written on their faces, even me -- a 3rd party can feel their joy emitting from them. Touching~

When i was young, my grandpa will always bring in Char Siew Buns from malaysia. Those buns were hand made by 4th granduncle, and I always thought they were the best Char Siew Buns ever. Its not those very red type of Char Siew inside, its brown... But due to SARS and a change in regulations a few years back, I havent got the chance to taste the buns again :( This trip to Malaysia allowed me to taste the buns again!! After many years~ Still as nice..YUM! I busied myself with food and I didnt take any photo. Haha.

Next, we went to find 6th Granduncle. He owns a goat farm, and I gave myself a tour in the farm.
Aint these baby goats cute!! They totally love my touch!!

We went to the new farm further up at some mountain area. Its round 100 hectares big. Scenery is nice!
1 of the picture taken.

The best thing in this farm is they have horse carriages that allow people to ride on. I took the front seat, and the horse tail kept hitting my leg. Im kinda afraid the horse will suddenly shit and the shit will 'fly' to my legs HAHA. Since im on the carriage, I can only take the backside of the horse.
If that doesnt look like a horse to you, this definitely will.
Overall, this trip was relaxing~ Cuz i was slping on the Minivan for most of the time. I managed to slp even the ride is bumpy, and I banged my head on the metal rod at the window a million times.

The new farm aimed to develop into a leisure farm, catering to families. There will be resorts and BBQ-ing, fruit plucking and many more. It will be very fun if my whole family, tgt with my relatives, to stay there for a night and enjoy the scenery and animals.

2009-11-26T23:05:00.004+08:00

I have been a 'performer' since 6. Always been on the stage, for good reason.

K2 graduation- We had a group dance, and I was one of the cheerleader in the dance.
P1 year end- Proud to say that I went up the stage to collect prize for bring top 2nd in class plus, a group couple dance after that.
P4- Dont know for what reason, I was in the angklung group, performing for I dont know why.
P6- 3rd in class, collect some prize.
Sec1 to 4- As I was in choir, performing is what we did. School programmes, Sec 1 and 3 concert performances, competitions.
JC1 & 2 - Yea...Choir, cant 'live' without the stage.
MC days - Some event at TPY central. First time performing on stage alone. Hands shook like mad. And a group competition performance that won us some...weird creams.
And TMR- First time in my life, orchestra performance.

Except for the first 2 stage experiences where my parents came, the rest, I performed for people I dont know. Audiences are either made to sit there, or they are there for others. Anyone but me. I didnt asked any of my friends to watch any of the performances mainly because they are on stage with me, or...they dont like to watch these kinda things..or maybe, I presumed they dont know about it.

The applause seemed as though they werent meant for me, not for me alone, I just happened to be on the same stage as them. But I felt warm nevertheless. Applauds always send tinkling feeling down my spine, which made me feel good.

So for TMR, similarly, 没有专属观众,没有专属掌声，只有沾旁人之光的掌声。
No matter how strongly I feel about the redundancy of people wanting to watch me (cuz Im on the first n last item)，I still wish there is....
Someone I can share my excitement with, and not just go home quietly back home alone.

2009-11-24T22:02:00.004+08:00

Went for the orchestra rehearsal yest. First time i gotta go there on my own. No chartered bus. First time going to Victoria Concert Hall without a chartered bus. But anyway, I love Victoria Concert Hall though its kinda old :)

It was kinda like a dry run rehearsal except for the orchestra pieces. Cant help it as co-ordination between the choir and the orchestra is a little....not synced. Rehearsals are always a headache with little kids. But needless to say, they are cute. But since the little kids dont use the backstage, its not as messy as I had expected to be. Since I couldnt take pic when Im on stage, I took 2 when Im sitting below the stage.

See these little kids~!! The front rows are the little choir kids. They practically shouted the song "Little Einstein" Haha Cute~ The kids on the raisers are little kids that can play violin. Damn cute.

This little boy is only 4!! Michelle's student. He is the 1st item for the solo segment. She said that kids dont feel scared on stage cuz they dont really know whats goin on. Really wanna see how these little kids perform on the actual day. I should be able to catch a glimpse of them, since older performers like me can wander around the whole place after going off the stage.

I bought a black dress for the day, Maxi helped me choose. But Michelle said its still too short(to me its already considered long), so I gotta wear leggings.

I still think this exposure is kinda a good experience for me, except that they dont provide me dinner and transportation. Haha.

Might blogged about the concert after Friday~

2009-11-16T16:30:00.002+08:00

Updates from the past few MIA weeks:

Finally got my hands onto the Mahjong tiles!! This means...EXAMS OVER! n WIL commences.. ...And last Friday marked the FINAL lecture in my Life (Hopefully, Im crossing my fingers!) Deadline of the Individual project is 11 Dec 09 - 1800 words. Deadline for Group Project is 8th Jan 09 - 4000 words. Does it sound inviting ?? I doubt so.

We had a Simulated Interview Exercise. Our Group was the last to finish the whole interview. And Since its Simulated, I dont feel nervous at all, and I can even talk crap to the 'interviewer'. How ironic, only when we are leaving school, we can get to know more pple. Like makes no sense at all..But they were nice people~

So no more lectures, and the next phase in my life will be working. I had sent a couple of Resumes and got NO replies. Sigh...I should keep sending, Sending and sending...I just hope I can get a job that I want, starting Jan2010.

Anyway, Mahjong was nice!! Maybe I hadnt touched it for...a few weeks, thats why. I think it is already OFFICIALLY our Weekend favourite pasttime. And I hope it wont change, and i think its highly impossible to, unless we got less than 4 players (Which is not really possible).

Oh and, I will be performing at Victoria Concert Hall on 27th November, as an Orchestra - as a 3rd violin. Yeah...the most 'beginner' group. I just hope to pass off as a teacher! Haha! Anyway, I only got 3 pieces plus a school song to play. Kinda have a mixed feeling, excited to enjoy my stage moments, yet uncomfortable cause im friend-less there. Imagine me roaming alone in the Victoria Concert backstage, with no 1 to talk to and TAKE PICTURE WITH. Ok, Im not going to think about it. I will just let that happen when the day comes.

Another thing another thing, I subscribed MioTv BPL package! Haha...Many will wonder Why the hell did I subscribe to SOCCER when I was like....kinda..disapprove it and knew nothing about it. I dont know, I just started watching Torres and I find it annoying to stream it online cuz streaming usually sux big time. Maybe Im starting to be less critical about things and accept new things. Maybe, it is under the influence of friends, cause I think its irritating to listen them to talk about something that I know nuts about.

Ok, this is a long post, and Im goin to end here. No one might read this lengthy n boring post except me anyway~

2009-11-03T23:10:00.003+08:00

I dropped my phone today, On the ROAD. My phone is disfigured :( This is the first time my phone got soooo disfigured, even though I had dropped it a number of times. And trust me, my heart always sink when it did. Anyway, None of my previous phones had scars and scratches like this. Feels so pain to see it.

It all happened when I was at the road leading to Maxi's hse. I wanted to check how long I took to complete the walk in, took it out of the pocket and *slipped*, it slipped out of my hand and landed on the corner, and hit another corner, before landing flat on the road. My heart literally stopped for that moment. :((

From the rate Im dropping the phone, I think it is going to suffer a premature death, b4 my contract ends. To make it worse, these little imperfections on the phone will allow me to have a lower trade in value. :(((

2009-10-31T20:28:00.001+08:00

Im goin to pack my messy room after my papers...and all those whatevers~

2009-10-22T08:28:00.002+08:00

Exams coming, I have been studying for almost everyday, yet I need to work. Seems dumb to go to work when exam's round the corner, but now without tuition, I only have 1 source of miserable income. Moreover, November's income will be much less due to exams and that 1 week workshop for WIL (screw WIL) and I gotta pay my violin fees...and I gotta buy a black piece of clothes for the violin concert.

SEE, how can I not go to work when I see more output than input? :(

2009-10-13T00:38:00.002+08:00

Went to school to study today. And I really verified that SIM got ridiculous people. Not that I dont know that, but today I've witnessed another 2. 1 is super ridiculous.

Maybe I might not understand UOL practices, but...its just simply..."why must like that?" School fees is expensive yes I know, RMIT isnt THAT cheap either, but we dont see anyone sitting outside our LT scanning cards, and entering the LT with only 1 entrance in a queue. But anyway, let me start the story.

This guy that was scanning the cards outside the LT was so paranoid that he ran to and fro the doors (you know LTs got 2 doors right?) for a maybe 100 times in 3 hrs. The door was locked in the way tt people from inside can come out, but people from outside cant get in. Even I get that idea already, but he just kept running up and down and up n down when i was studying. How distracting.
And when break came, hell broke loose. When pple emerge from the other door, he ran over to that door and...I dont know what he wants...but he looked like he wanna ask everyone to use that only door where he was sitting. And when people attempted to enter from that unguarded door, he got ANGRY, and shouted. Like seriously, door is locked ok. And he talked to them like...they were primary school kids? Whatever, if people wanna smuggle in people, there are really alot of ways. Yes...he might wanna do a good job but...really...

There is another girl but, I dont wanna type it out. Not as bad as the first. Haha...but really, SIM really got alot of strange people. Stalkers....weirdos...U name it, we got it.

2009-10-12T01:38:00.003+08:00

October is the month of Exams, yet a month of Birthdays, many birthdays. I gotta juggle with exams; my couz PSLE and my own exams, birthday celebrations (Not that Im complaining) and work. And Im really GLAD that PSLE is officially none of my business now.

I did study for these 2 weeks, but from this week onwards ( except monday), there will be no distractions~~

I should be anticipating my HOLIDAYS, but now with the damn WIL, im kinda not really looking forward to End of Exams.

Oh, before I forget, Happy Birthday MAXILIAN CHAN!

2009-10-06T00:25:00.002+08:00

My birthday week is over. Its really fun, going to places I've never been, like Teo Heng and Carousel.

And starting of this week, I will start studying! I mean it.

2009-09-28T23:53:00.002+08:00

Had a SUPER Dimsum buffet at Exclesior Tower. Thanks Wy Van Xh n Sl for the meal~I really had fun!

Why is it Super n Fun?
Cuz we or maybe I, didnt know that we ordered sooo much food. 5 ladies with a huge table filled with food.
Cuz after realizing we cant finish the food, we tried coming up with 101 ways of disposing the food. Im serious, we came up with ALOT OF stupid yet entertaining ideas.
Cuz, we really did ate most of the food, played 终极密码 and disposed them in...all sorts of manners.
Cuz I think the staffs kinda noticed what we were trying to do.
Cuz we kept laughing at what we were attempting to do.

Raffles City wasnt boring either.
Cuz on the way to Raffles city, we went into a Sex shop. Its my first time in there, and xh was explaining products off the shelves.
Cuz we saw Lindsay Lohan and her friends, and they practically 扫货 from the shop. WOW. Really. I didnt manage to recognise her initially, Wy did.
Cuz I saw some handsome ang mohs. HAHA
Cuz we saw a little commotion at the BK counter. A suspected LOCAL UNIVERSITY STUDENT arguing with the floor manager over student meal, the size of the burger and perhaps the drink? The drink really downsize alot but...seriously what the hell. They were at the counter for soooo long. Seriously, get a life, that particular UNIVERSITY STUDENT.
Cuz Wy was being real nice by revising IME with me.

After that, I met Maxi for Violin.

Overall, I had a nice day!

2009-09-23T00:41:00.002+08:00

Seriously...Planning birthday is reallly....A pain in the A**...hai...maybe i should swear not to make it a point to celebrate next yr. Finding places to eat...thinking of things to do...ITs..totally...killing my brain cells.

On a lighter note...I had been watching shows, movies and more movies for the past 2 days! To Name a few....Vampire Dairies, Gossip Girl 3, What Happens in Vegas, Secret Life of the Bees... and the list goes on... ... Ms Chan says that watching shows whole day doesnt make me a geek (well, she does tt), but I still feel like 1 and I dont feel bad about it.

If all the titles werent in Chinese, it would have made my life a little better cuz I will not need to google n translate the Chinese Titles back to English. Besides that, I got no complaints! Quality is damn GOOD~~~ Im still trying to find more to watch, only that...I cant recognise the chinese title....

2009-09-17T19:34:00.003+08:00

I spent a total of $113 on a 1cm fish bone. Ridiculous~

2009-09-17T15:05:00.002+08:00

I forgot to bring my keys, my mum went on a housewife holiday today, Im now stuck outside my house, Im sitting on the staircase, with a suspected fish bone down my throat, and I might need to go Changi Hospital to take an xray and remove it if there is really a foreign object there. How unlucky more can I get?

Wait, lucky thing is, I brought my laptop out and Im stealing some connection cuz I cant get my home connection when Im only 10 steps away from my house.

2009-09-16T23:26:00.002+08:00

Its like the same for every month, and Im really getting tired of it. Not soo much on the bloody part (ok yes...but tts inevitable), but more of the emotional cycle going through me. Its like a build up every month, and when it reached the peak, I have to let it out and it just goes on n on n on.....

All tantrums may be sparked from even the tiniest thing, but its definitely valid. Just like a hole in the dam might lead to a flood eventually.

2009-09-13T01:18:00.002+08:00

We played tennis on friday. Im still as lousy, obviously, and I dont feel any aches. Its NOT because I worked out regularly, its because Im kinda...like picking up balls for 3/4 of the time. If there is a place in Singapore have the tennis ball machine, like...those baseball machine in TW. It will be so much better.

I think we are goin to change to another sport where most of us can play. At least let me feel some aches so that I will feel 'good' about it.

2009-09-10T20:24:00.002+08:00

"Apple also announced it was cutting the prices on various iPod models, with the price of an 8GB iPod Touch, for example, dropping to 199 dollars from 249 dollars." - Source: Yahoo News

Im waiting for the drop!!! Hope it comes FAST!

2009-08-28T23:40:00.002+08:00

Have any of you heard of the term "Ant Effect"? Okay...the term is made up by me...But the feeling, some of you might have experienced it.

When I see an ant crawling, I will feel a BIT itchy. I will start scratching for a while, until i see no ant.

When I see a few ants crawling around, I will feel VERY itchy, and continue to scratch myself, and there is nothing i can do to stop scratching. i have been scratching myself since 8pm till now. Mind you, I have bathed. But the scratching urge is still here.

Never underestimate what ants can do. This is what they can do.

2009-08-26T23:41:00.002+08:00

有些东西，倘若尝试后不喜欢，我都会一一判它们‘死刑’。很少会有先入为主的情况发生。

昨天，我决定大发慈悲，给曾被判刑的 cookie 一次机会。
对不起，我还是判了它死刑。好腻哦~一点都不 enjoy。

2009-08-25T16:41:00.003+08:00

The Volturi Family.

Is that really Dakota Fanning as Jane? Look kinda different.
Now this looks...more familiar.

There will be so many new vampires in the next sequel of Twilight. I cant wait to watch New Moon!

2009-08-24T23:08:00.003+08:00

As I was browsing facebook for pictures, my pictures, I saw this picture. This was taken in 2008 at Bennett's birthday.

I realised I looked a little skinnier then..The face..As compared to those recent photos I've took.
Do I? Not only me, I think the rest of the girls look thinner too. I should really look into my weight problem now... .... ... ... ...

2009-08-20T22:32:00.002+08:00

I think I've mentioned in my post long long ago, but nvm, I shall repeat again, and again and again if I were to take it (if I allow it again)

Why is there still non aircon bus in Singapore?? In...the damn hot sunny Singapore? Sweltering hot Singapore?! Why they still exist? Bah!

No choice gotta take the damn non-aircon 74 cuz I thought I was running a little late after taking a lonely breakfast at Mac @ Hougang Mall. Its really, seriously damn hot, and my hair were flying everywhere, and I felt the dust stuck to my face as the bus wheezed along the expressway. An uncomfortable ride afterall. SBS should really just....change all the buses to aircon. Singapore is hot enough. We need transportation that allow us to escape temporarily from the heat.

2009-08-19T21:58:00.002+08:00

This blog has been so quiet. I've just got nothing to blog about.

All I wanna say is, Im feeling so tired of everything all of the sudden. Everything...
Just let me sleep and rejuvenate.
For a while....

2009-08-07T23:55:00.001+08:00

久违了！

最近啊....因有不速之客的到访，所以毫无心情（加体力）来这儿。“不速之客”大概一年到访一次（还好，还好），但一来就带来好多亲戚一起来。真的差点把我搞死！现在还有2位还死濑着不肯走。 :( 弄得我都不能好好高歌吟唱！！掠夺我的嗜好~不管啦~~它们离开后我要去一趟 KTV 好好唱唱歌！

本来啊....我还想到要 post 几段 random posts，但是......我全忘光光啦！！哈哈~

2009-07-15T22:21:00.003+08:00

I realised CBD is an interesting area. I walked by Amoy street, n that stretch, and there are really alot of things to eat! Its really an eye opener for me. Not only its interesting, its confusing. Lucky I pulled Xuhao along. If not, I will really feel LOST.

While waiting for the interview, I entertained myself with the usual photo taking, as im kinda fascinated that CBD is actually not as 'Business-ly' and 'formal-ly' as I thought it would be.

The glass door at the end is the office of my interview place.

The other end.

Ends with a picture of ME.

2009-07-15T02:34:00.002+08:00

Im suppose to feel tired after working for 1 whole day, but Im not. Maybe its the 100plus (theory from celes). I should feel tired after absorbing so much, but apparently, Im not. Im feeling rather clear minded. Too much to ponder on...to reflect on....

At many times, I wish I have got interesting things to share, but nothing interesting happens to me and I think its not even worth bringing it up. It might bore pple to sleep.或许.....

A random note: I found 4 scratches at my hind left leg. UNKNOWN SCRATCHES.

Blogger's note: This post wasnt meant to be UNDERSTANDABLE.

2009-07-09T22:29:00.000+08:00

We have been SOO LAZY!

2009-06-30T09:43:00.001+08:00

我的家人很夸张。我只说我想要吃榴莲，他们就一口气买了4盒榴莲！！

天啊！

4盒耶！！真的是，吃一次就够了。管他是不是榴莲季节。

2009-06-29T13:37:00.002+08:00

I love reading the characteristics of my horoscope. Though the articles are mostly 大同小异，but sometimes there are different views. Its interesting. Go read it when you are free. You might laugh out loud when you see a similar trait in you, well....at least i did.

I love Libra, it made me look so 神! Haha~

2009-06-29T00:32:00.002+08:00

A boring Sunday.

Another 'excruciating' 2hr session of tuition. $120 is not easy to earn. AT ALL. Its like my weekly dose of 'wanting to die/wanting to kill' period. Just imagine how bad it is. Getting high blood pressure everytime, oh! and not forgetting that i will flare up. Yes....i always GOTTA flare up, without fail. If he isnt my cousin, and the money, I would have said byebye 3 months before. I feel im so incapable of teaching. It really makes me think 10000000 times before wanting to take up another student. Teaching him is a huge responsibility (A PSLE student that doesnt know what comes after February!! For god sake), and whether he makes it into express or normal somehow lies in my hand....Im trying my best here and though its not appreciated, but.....even if its a one way thing, the responsibilty is still on me....somehow.

Now, my sundays are mostly destroyed because of this.

2009-06-26T00:05:00.002+08:00

Just saw a piece of information from SIM website. Think the Melbourne lecturers are not coming to Singapore after all. Everything will be finalized...er...later today? Maybe they will abolish WIL2. Wahaha

2009-06-25T09:04:00.003+08:00

Everything can go wrong with lack of sleep.

I threw away my monthly contacts after thinking that I got a fresh pair lying in my wardrobe. I wanted to wear it this morning and I couldnt find it!!! Have i finished the supplies? Or? I just couldnt find it. I gotta buy it after my work later. Damn...I dont usually forget if i ran out of supplies....

Because I was using soo much time finding for my contacts, I left less than 5 mins to do my hair. And now its coming up the other way that i want. Shit...I dont feel comfortable with that.

My shoes i chose to wear came a little loose. It wasnt a big deal...just that I dont LIKE IT. It seems that all my shoes are dying 1 by 1. And Im minimizing my movement in the office so that i can sit barefooted at my desk.

Its only been 2 hours since im awake...what more do i expect to come this whole day~~~

Everything boils down to lack of sleep. Haha..I know its ridiculous but I dont care.

2009-06-24T18:10:00.002+08:00

School's starting soon. Yawnnnnn

This is my last sem. Last 5 months of student life.

Am seriously not looking forward to working life.

YAWN...

2009-06-19T01:40:00.001+08:00

I just played bejeweled on facebook because Im bored, and after getting a relatively high score, I got so bored of it but I couldnt think of any other things to do and therefore, I continued playing the boring game.

Im bored. Yawn..

2009-06-15T10:12:00.004+08:00

Why music conductors have weird temper? Shows portray them this way and I personally met some. Is it a must have characteristics to become one?

After japan's Nodame Cantibile, korea came out with 1 classical music themed drama Beethoven Virus, and Im really not anticipating Sg to comt out with this kinda drama. But anyway, these dramas motivate me to continue practise with my music, and this explains why I've been playing my violin (with mute of course) during late night. I think the production for both dramas are superb. They made us 'believe' that the actors can play the instruments well, but the fact is otherwise. At least it looks real.

2009-06-09T13:32:00.003+08:00

A newly opened Subway outlet is in Parkway Parade!! (its new right?) Im sooo happy about it! I can eat it for my lunch break now!!!
Woohoo!

I was looking for nice violin cases and i saw this!

Arent they cute?!! But if im not wrong, they cost more than my violin :(
And this brand cant be found in SG too :((

2009-05-29T14:25:00.002+08:00

人的蜕变不是一瞬间就能察觉的，是需要一段时间的流逝才会发现到。翻阅相簿能看见岁月的痕迹，阅读日记 a.k.a blog post 能看见成长的过程与文笔的变化。

我翻读自己的 archives。天啊！我看了都好想笑！我的 xmm 用词也太多了吧....那可证明我曾经也是个 xmm。那里也记载着很多微小的事件，跟着时间一点一点地被淡忘。真庆幸我都把它记下来了。

我从2004 年翻到2009年，我的文笔慢慢地在改变。从 ‘报告’ 式到 ‘心路旅程’ 式，从‘长篇大论’式到 ‘简洁’ 式，它一直慢慢地改变。这也仿佛证明我在成长，在蜕变的事实。

也许再过3年我回头看这些 posts，我还是会觉得我又变了。因为人都需要更求上进，不停地 ‘改变’。

2009-05-29T12:09:00.003+08:00

Im never an absolute person, that is why I can never give a definite answer, even if sometimes, Im sure of it.

Which is why I always use "I think" to open a sentence or end my sentence.
Thats what I discovered when im browsing through my blog while working. Haha!

Based on my own understanding for MYSELF, using "I think" makes me slightly comfortable than using positive term. At least its my own opinion and if anything I said is not factual, but well...its still MY opinion. And since its MY opinion, it can be subjective. But as a Libra, i often try to give objective opinions, I think... Haha!

Now do you see it?

2009-05-28T15:04:00.005+08:00

昨天我讀完一本華文小說。它的句子是豎直下來讀的，看得我有點頭暈，讓我很想把書橫著放，希望那些句子也會跟著橫著摆。（如果它真的變成橫的那才有鬼嘞~）

Anyway, 那本小說還滿好讀的，故事場景拉到了倫敦。故事女主角去倫敦，但她不像平常的旅客，抓緊時間去參觀旅遊勝地，因為她到倫敦的目的不是旅遊，所以可以隨心所欲地到處走走。

如果換成是我，我也想在異鄉好好地嘗試充當‘當地人’，而不是旅客的角色。去融入他們的日常生活，而不是趕緊觀看各個旅遊勝地。I think it somehow defeats the purpose of travelling, isnt it?

2009-05-26T15:45:00.002+08:00

我现在有 - 很想买鞋的欲望！！
鞋子.....鞋子....

*Random PS: Im no longer a P-plater.

2009-05-25T23:48:00.000+08:00

我最近很喜欢看 “天才冲冲冲”！！！

2009-05-23T17:41:00.000+08:00

失望还是小气？

I guess its a little bit of both.

2009-05-17T23:21:00.002+08:00

I think, sometimes, it is important to look back.
Look back on why you started doing something.
Look back into the reasons that made you do this.
Look back at the joy it brought you when you were doing it.
Look back....look back...and there...you found back the reasons, you found back the motivation, and lastly, you found back the joy.
And these will make you carry on...

2009-05-14T20:30:00.004+08:00

I think I pushed a lizard to suicide last night.
Last night, I went to the bathroom getting ready to bathe, and as I was about to hang my clothes, a sudden movement nearby shocked me.
A BIG lizard scampered out of the window upon realising my presence. The thing is, the window pane is slanted outwards. So, it will be in mid air after climbing out of the window pane. I think it might have skydived 8 storey high.
I really didnt mean to frighten it. It gave me equal shock too.

2009-05-08T20:58:00.003+08:00

Im really happy these few days. Let me tell you why.

1) I got a new aircon!!! Though the cleaning up and everything is terrible. I love sleeping in aircon room. Its just...SO NICE~

2) My exams' OVER! O-V-E-R! I really like the studying time outside. It makes me feel......useful..

3) Im realy LOVE my dashboard widgets!!! I install all sorts of useful little things! Useful yet entertaining.

4) I can now start watching shows that I've put aside.

5) I love the aircon! Did I mention it before? No? I love my aircon!!! Muahaha!

2009-04-19T02:56:00.002+08:00

在烤箱里的日子....第XXX天。(Lost Count)
真的很闷------打开窗户也于事无补。In another words：有屁用！一点儿风都没有！
Cant you just make my life easier without the aircon?
$%@$%@$!!@#!#$~!%R!%~~Q#$#@%#$ -Fill in the blanks on your own.

2009-04-18T00:46:00.002+08:00

又是一晚的情绪泄漏.
And God knows WHY.

2009-04-12T01:49:00.002+08:00

I just watched the Man U Vs Sunderland soccer match. Yes, U did not see wrong, I watched the match. Full match. Haha! And i got a teacher who taught me alot of soccers stuffs, and she got kinda worked up and wanna go into the tv and play with them. She's funny. :)

2009-04-03T00:52:00.002+08:00

Oh..Did i forgot to mention that Im really scared of Thermal Fogging for HDB flats' rubbish chute? Cuz I cant go home after the fogging..the floor will be littered with roaches. Dead, Half dead and groggy roaches. They are like those army, 'defending' the lobby so that I cant even enter. Even if I take a longer route, the army will be big enough to refrain me to go near the void deck. At ALL. Actually, they dont need a big army to 'defend' my Blk. Just 1 roach ( dead or alive or in coma) in every 1 metre is sufficient to keep me away. Its lucky there are some pple at the void deck today. They keep the roaches away that area. That is why Im able to make it to my unit without asking for reinforcement (My mum)

When there is thermal fogging in the future, I WILL not step out of the house. I will hide at home. If not, i will have difficulty goin home AGAIN.

2009-04-03T00:27:00.003+08:00

'Time' is dangerous.
It helps you to come out of it, or just revert you back to who you are.

2009-03-29T22:13:00.003+08:00

This Sem's Proj 终于告了一个段落。Boefore Exams coming up, I decided to rest today. Wanted to play maple (yes im bored), but then they were not working. :( My Lvl155 Bishop, and my Billion Dollar 身价...GONE! Since I cant play, I will just go do something - Watch Twilight DVD.

Other than Twilight, I got ALOT of shows pending.
- 珠光宝气
- 我的亿万面包
- 与敌同行
- Weekly dose of 爱就宅一起 & 终极三国 & GG
- Disney movies
- Boys over flowers.

天啊！！好多！

Other than shows, I still got mangas to finish. All to be done after Exams.

Gosh, I sound like a 宅女. 我不是好不好...

2009-03-26T23:57:00.002+08:00

我喜歡看旅遊節目，象“世界那麼大”這類的節目。它滿足我不能到各地旅遊的慾望。我只能透過電視機，了解世界的各個角落。現階段，我只能用羨慕的眼光去‘看這世界’，直到我有能力去環遊世界。可是我還是很羨慕，他們（主持人）可以不用花錢就可以環遊世界。

我希望我也能喜歡觀看 Animal related documentary，認識一下下動物。可是我不喜歡。剛剛才看了一段狼追小麋鹿的片段，又得知小麋鹿跟它的媽媽失閃了，看了後，真的感到 a tinge of sadness. 就...有一點心被揪了一下的感覺。I know its a food chain cycle, but its still...not nice to see it. OK..i know this also applies to human eating meat, but...aiya~~

A random note: If i got a car, I think i would be the kind of person who will drive out alone and spend some quality time with me myself and alone. Er no, maybe just me, Music and Myself. I somehow enjoyed it. I guess Im really a LONER. Haha.

2009-03-23T21:40:00.002+08:00

Mistakes made during driving test will still be made on the road. I never learn. The part where it nearly made me fail, I did it yesterday. Just because of 1 stupid motorist. I felt so shaken after that, couldnt recover even after a nice hot bath. Grrrrrrr...

Today, I heard Fm 933, they were talking about the new facebook layout. Even facebook internal staffs dont like the layout, but the CEO, disregards all those comments and sent an internal email to the staff and said that as long as he like the layout, that what really matters. Well, thats what I heard from the radio la...if its wrong...then its wrong~ But the point here is...I also dont like that layout, and I dont like self OPINIONATED GUY.

Just because he THINKS he is right, he can just disregards everyone and do as he pleases. Just because he THINKS he is doing the right thing, he forces other to accept the Assumed truth. I said assumed, cause only he thinks its right, whereas we dont agree. Doesnt agree doesnt mean that we were being stupid or ignorant or bias or whatever its called.

Why am I saying all these? Ya anyway, I really dont like the layout and opinionated guys.

2009-03-18T23:35:00.002+08:00

My back is aching, i couldnt think of a reason why, and it suddenly dawned to me. I slipped on the overhead bridge AGAIN, landed on my butt and hit my back on the steps. Luckily it wasnt like last time, where there were blood, lots of blood. This time, only unseen ache. Damn. I hate the stairs now. Its the 3rd time. Damn.

2009-03-18T01:06:00.004+08:00

We were bored, so I tried to draw during class last friday. Let me present my 'masterpiece'!

I only did the first toe ( Eyebrow wasnt drawn by me either) I added some red ink on the teeth after that, but I didnt capture it. Haha. Oh...Its not my feet~ I dont draw on my feet anyway. I heard that they got names (I forgot the names) Haha

The only thing I like to draw on my hand is those....wound look-alike. I remembered drawing once...either in JC or Sec sch, I used purple, red n black....to create the look of a-few-days-old deep wound on my elbow, and someone actuallly asked me what happened! Wahahaa! I tried drawing bruises...but failed :(

I cant draw. For nuts. And I Dont understand why people cant draw. Yes..I dont understand why I cant draw. I tried, by picturing the image in my head. But what's drawn out, wasnt the same as what I pictured. Is it because I cant cordinate my hands with my brain or what? I simply cant understand. Is drawing suppose to be something that were inborn or what?

2009-03-12T23:55:00.002+08:00

YAWN!!! Finally finished that....stupid essay of mine. Reference till I wanna vomit! Puiiiiiii!! 我真的不喜歡~

總算告一段落，但是後面還有兩个 grp proj 和兩个 tut(easy peasy)! 就讓我閒一會兒吧~明天再繼續！

昨天，我聽見 Eugene 的 CA 分數....說真的，我很擔心。究竟問題出在哪裡呢？

我的讀書生涯已差不多要來到尾身了，每一天，我都會自問到底以後要幹甚麼。很多人都有目標，知道往後的路該怎樣走，我.....還沒找到。我的興趣到底在何處？也許....我會做我不喜歡的工作，直到我知道我想幹嘛....如果我有錢，我一定會去留學。可惜我沒有！！

2009-03-01T21:45:00.002+08:00

Recently, a picture dated 10 yrs back was resurfaced on facebook. A primary 6 class photo!! 它掀起了一股骚动。 People start adding each other, and we flooded the page. Yes, FLOOD. Anyone who opened the email will sure swear. Haha!

Im confused over 1 thing. During CNY, when Celes they all come my hse and looked at my past photos, they asked : " Aiyo!! What happen to you?! Why you become like that?!! " Haha! Means I look(ed) cute la! 我知道!

But many others, mainly pri sch friends, who see my present pictures, said: " Eh!! You barely CHANGED?!!"

Now, what is what? Haha~

2009-02-25T22:33:00.002+08:00

I had a healthy day today! Breakfast early in the morning! The meal which all the elder generation will emphasize on, the meal that all the youngsters normally skip, cuz its STILL slping time.

Breakfast has always been a lonely affair for me; eating in office, infront of the computer. Today, I have got partner, for a change~

Ok...Breakfast is not the main programme today. Today is STUDY day. Study for the test THIS COMING SUNDAY. Yep, you did not see wrong, is this COMING SUNDAY! Oh Yea, today studied with Maxilian Chan, cuz her prelims are coming. She only study around this time. HAHA

See the pics!! 雨過天晴，就會出現一道彩虹！！！This rainbow is BIG!! Beautiful! But nothing is perfect without MISS CHOO XIYING. So, I decided to take a pic with it. Isnt it more beautiful now?! WAHAHA

好吧，欣賞美麗的照片候，是時候說再見了！！咱們後會有期啦！

2009-02-19T00:13:00.004+08:00

從小到大，我都吃一種蛋糕－雞蛋糕。婆婆做的雞蛋糕。

這就是婆婆做的蛋糕！今天我才發現，蛋糕是用蒸的！！

其實我家族有很多會煮菜的人。阿婆的海南雞飯，婆婆的 Lian ou （sorry but i cant find the ou word) soup，芋頭糕 and many many more...現在我會慢慢地 appreciate...and not take them for granted.

2009-02-14T00:11:00.003+08:00

I got NO IDEA why does it turns out like this but..ya...
I came upon this when I dropped by CCHSM school page.

日	吾	中	正	，	至	大	至	刚	；
3
矗	立	星	洲	，	巍	巍	昂	昂	；

华	夏	声	教	，	广	披	炎	荒	；

欧	印	文	明	，	他	山	之	长	；

好	学	力	行	，	知	耻	是	倡	；

日	新	月	异	，	不	息	自	强	；

止	于	至	善	，	万	国	同	光	；

大	哉	中	正	，	悠	久	无	疆	。

This is 中正 's School Song.
I re-read this and I realised, for the 4 years, I totally got NO IDEA what these 64 words means, which means that I got NO IDEA what I was singing for 4 whole years.

But I think this is Soo Cool!!

2009-01-24T23:16:00.000+08:00

New Curtains up, dust 8/10 gone (im sure there are some lying in some hidden area that i dont wish to touch), things rearranged, new bed sheets laid, desk cleared, screens polished.

Due to the lack of time, more changes in my room will be implemented after CNY.

After a change has been made to my room, whether major or minor, I will always sit at my door and look into my room and 'evaluate'. This staring can take up to half an hours time. After staring from that angle, I will proceed to another chair at the far corner of my room and do the same thing, from another angle.

This will only stop when I feel happy/ satisfied!

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Another thing. I snipped off my hair. Yes...The damn long hair. After 8/9 years. It makes me feel like...Its a new start and I got the urge to change my blogskin and my blog link. Perhaps these changes will come in later this year.

2009-01-14T10:03:00.000+08:00

I possessed a set of books where its SOOO popular that 2 groups of people drove down from their homes (different time of course) and picked up the books. According to the map of Singapore, they actually dont live VERY near me, but the 魅力 of the books got them here anyway. The 魅力 is far greater than what the owner possesses. For that, Im jealous! Haha!

Im amazed...truly~ And Im proud to own these books before this crazy phenomenon starts!

For those who dont know what books im referring to, please go down to any bookstore, just any bookstore, and see whats OUT OF STOCK. Its not the bookstore is out of stock, its the publisher itself is out of print. Look how serious it is.

2009-01-02T01:27:00.000+08:00

Familiar faces?? 哈哈！Alot!! But I just cant remember their names.想不到他们还在呢!

That day when we were eating in Geylang (like finally!!), we were trying our best to remember our 4JT peeps and the sitting arrangement. Whoever is reading, we did leave out 1 person. Thats Kok Leong (I think tts the name), if u got no recollection of this person, dont bother looking for him in the sec4 class photo(he's not in there), take a look at our racial harmony photo, you will REMEMBER, and remember that he doesnt really turns up for class.

As for the sitting arrangement, seriously, I cant remember much, except for a few individuals. Maybe, just for the fun of it, we should just draw out a 'blueprint', and call whoever is available, to ask where they sat 6 years ago. It will be fun recalling all these forgotten memories!

OMG, did i just say 6 YEARS AGO?!!

2009-01-01T14:54:00.000+08:00

Its my first post in 2009. Happy New Year!

After the first hour into 2009, we were talking about resolutions, not for ourselves, but for other pple. I only heard Jeremy asking me to grow brighter.... ...

So on the way home, I was thinking about the resolutions. My resolutions are split into 2 categories: What I HAVE to do, and what I WANT to do.

Of course, 我要把该做好的做好, but as for what I want to do, 我有太多太多我想做但不能做的事，所以我希望在我能力范围做我想做的。

写到这里，我也不知道要怎么继续，那就....再会啦！

2008-12-19T00:39:00.000+08:00

Finally caught Twilight on big screen!! Like finally! I like the books, I like the movie (dont compare to the book), I like the vampires~ Haha

Well...its a known fact that Im attracted to vampires, and the specific reason as to why, it still remains as an unknown. Perhaps to me, its cool?

After reading and watching various vampires, all of them are portrayed differently. The similar traits are: blood suckers and immortality, other than that, its different. Dont you think its just so fascinating to see various kinds of same 'species'?

2008-12-10T22:46:00.000+08:00

After playing badminton for a mere 1.5 hrs, the after effect : full body ache for the following whole day, which is today.

I seriously dont feel like getting up for work today, im aching all over. But for the $$$$$$$$$$, i have to resist the urge.

I feel like a robot when i walk, cannot bend down, cannot turn from left to right, cannot slouch when walking and etc etc etc. I feel like a pregnant lady when I wanna take a seat.

Hence, I 'escape' to the inviting massage chair that is sitting in the office's shelter during my lunch time. Heehee~ I wished I could sit there throughout my 8 hrs of work, letting the massage chair do some wonders on the aching body.

Just when Im feeling extremely satisfied about able to unblock some clogged blood vessels after the exercise....
Oh man, 腰酸背痛！

2008-12-05T01:00:00.000+08:00

Poverty is hitting me! AWW~ Help!!

How am I goin to cope with Xmas?!! AWW Help!!

2008-12-04T12:24:00.000+08:00

My results are out. I passed all!! Literally got only a PASS in all the mods. So, my first 关卡 is cleared~

Putting that aside............

Yesterday, I went to Kino @ Taka alone, cuz I just wanna get hold of the book - New Moon. Everywhere in the east doesnt have the book. * RAR*

Actually shopping alone wasnt tt boring afterall, that only applies when I know what I wanna buy. Listening to music, walking alone, its a kind of 'carefree', isnt it?
*Digression: I think I saw mayday tt drummer - Guan You? in front of taka traffice light. Are they in Sg now?

Xmas is coming! A Christmas tree in Taka - Pic taken outside Kino

Is that the same tree from last year? Haha! I dont remember. But somehow it looks like~

2008-11-28T00:47:00.000+08:00

现在呢，我的人生就好比在 [追戏]，等待结果。追戏最主要的原因是存在了种种的疑问和不了。等到了结局，不了与迷惑都被一一揭开。有了‘结果’，才会有新的‘开始’。

目前，我的生活里有两个关卡。12月4日与12月23日。这两天，都有‘结果’，我无法改变的结果。这两个结果，如果不佳，都会大大地影响我新的‘开始’。

我有一点小担心......就小小的担心....

2008-11-27T01:47:00.000+08:00

Before its TOTALLY destroyed...... ( its more or less destroyed anyway)

Keep it as a memento~漂亮吧~

A group photo of the trip to Taiwan.

Mr See Sheng Hui must be feeling elated that we came. Ha Ha.

2008-11-25T12:01:00.000+08:00

天啊！！！好热啊！！在台北短短的5天，我已经爱上了那里的天气，好凉快！可是一到了新加坡，温度立刻飙上。热热热！

那5天虽然开心，但也有些遗憾。

1）没泡到温泉
2）没吃到麻辣火锅
3）没找到诚品
4）没买到包包！！
5）没买到格子裙/衬衫！！！
6）没买够鞋！！！！

我应该更当机立断才对，看到喜欢的就该买，而不是继续往前走~
这算是买到了个教训吧~

2008-11-10T18:57:00.000+08:00

1.5 months of freedom, less than 1 month to release of results ( it will be hell-ish), 9 more days to Taiwan.

5th day from the last paper. What have I done?

I picked up the guitar that was lying in the storeroom. It was filled with dust that stick on the guitar. Luckily its not some mould, That would have looked ugly. So, I started playing. My finger hurts. But I am goin to master the C major chord and the song. :)

I went to K Box~!! Like finally!!

I packed my room! Ah yes, I finally did. And I cleaned out 8 bags. But they are still sitting in my room cuz my mum wanna find things that can be used and recycle. Im thinking of how to do up my room, but that would have cost a bomb and my mum said some things are not 'movable', hence I think it will be quite impossible for my dad to spend the $$ doing my room. :( I just want a 1 seater white couch in my room....where I can sit and think... ...and sleep on it...The thing is, I dont even know where to place the couch if I were to have 1. :(

2008-11-01T01:38:00.000+08:00

While waiting for my hair to dry, let me scribble something here.

I've been rather caught up by a number of things. Mainly revision for the exam. Ya, Im not goin to talk about that anyway.

OTHER things that I've been doing. Read Naruto and Bleach Manga. I dont usually read that, but the story gets so exciting that I couldnt resist. Its now my weekly dose. Same goes to the anime.

Recently, I discovered that I can be rather teary, a better word is 感情丰富. Not cuz of anything bad that happened to me. I suspect its just Pre-Menstrual Syndrome.

Just a simple sentence "回来吃咯" from my mum made me teary on the bus 81. Im touched, seriously. The meaning behind those simple 4 words is so...warm...

Not only that, I can even cry reading naruto comic. Oh gosh, and before that I still laughed at Maxi crying when watching the anime...Karma...Karma...

And the last last thing is, I now so hooked with an old Jdrama. 1 Litre of Tears. 一公升的眼泪. The ever first drama that made me cry so hard. Even harder than the Korean Movie about the Grandma and the Grandson. Its like my mum watching 秋天的童话, cry from the start till the end. 1 litre of tears, its really possible. Its really very touching/sad. Im really really hooked on it. The songs are stuck in my head. Gosh! The first thing Im gonna do after my last paper on wednesday is to go to Kino to get the Book! For people that hasnt watched this show, go watch it!! Get ready your tissues.

Enough of my 感情丰富-ness.

Now, to some random posts

I crashed Maxi's lecture today, since the lecture is also some finance related topics, 多听有益无害, Im also studying investment anyway. Its like...3 years since Im in the same lecture as her, I realised this when we are halfway through the lecture. 哈哈. Its like....How time flies.....

That day in Ajisen, I realised how different our conversations were as compared to the past. Though crappiness somehow remained, but, the topics we discussed...like...'Thunderbolt', Financial News, World News etc. I cant recall what we used to talk back then. It really does signifies we are at a different phase of our lives, isnt it?

虽然仍保持着赤子之心，我们终究还会慢慢成长。

原來

2008-10-14T22:06:00.000+08:00

今天打越洋電話去台灣頂酒店房，才發現其實我華語真的講得相當差，可以用爛來形容。頻頻口痴，不能完整的說出完整的一句話。突然覺得好差勁喔! 原來，我的華語真的不好。

今天我也發現，原來一句簡單的道謝對每個人都很重要。之前我還說濄，我怎麼能犯下這種錯誤呢？我竟然忘了說謝謝！！！該死！可能是當天我被其他的事影響到了，一件也同樣讓我覺得我真的很差勁的一件事。這不是藉口，怎麼說，還是我的疏忽。原來，不經意的我，真的好沒有禮貌。

以上提的那件事是，那天，我幹嘛跟車回 kovan 呢？我應該直接從那裡回家才對，如果我不搭便車，jer & magde 可以搭便車的啊！就不用花錢搭巴士。我到了 kovan 還是得一個人搭巴士啊！我幹嘛湊熱鬧呢？是不甘寂寞嗎？我到底在想些甚麼呢？這件事真的讓我慚愧不已，不管他們有沒有怪我，我還是覺得慚愧。

再更早些，我還不耐煩的 send 了份sms, 只因為我必須一個人等等等。說真的，我不喜歡一個人等一堆人，但是，既然有原因，我應該要諒解才對。是我太只我中心了嗎？還是我純粹不喜歡等人？如果是如此，那原來我天天都在做我不喜歡的事。

原來，還有那麼多的原來讓我去發覺...

This will gonna be a Super Duper LONG post

2008-10-10T10:37:00.000+08:00

Im now sitting in the office and, have got nothing better to do. I actually read someone's worth 4 months of blog posts. (The person blogged almost everyday) See how bored am I. I was told to wait here for the work. I dont mind that, since the Gm is not coming in today and Im goin to leave early. Suddenly felt so busy (not now), I updated my organiser and I found out that they are almost filled with work and revisions and birthdays and etc...

My random Rantings - It is boring~~ Haha and it will gonna be long (i intend to type till i knock off)

1) My brother lappie was kinda fused out again, and he is now dominating the desktop which happens to be in my room. Now, he behaved more like the owner of the room instead of me. I cant change in my room as and when I like, i gotta use my lappie on my bed and on the floor and in the living room cuz of the wireless 'blindspot' at my study table. I cant use my desktop, i gotta sleep with the lights on cuz he played the com till wee hours, he likes to open my window which i preferred to be shut (not now anymore), he puts his towel in my room now，my aircon suddenly dont feel cold for the first 1 hour, he deprived me of my friday online SHE live radio (video) which I cant access on my baobei mac book, and I seriously dont like it. I didnt know he can be so scary to stay in front of the com and play the same games for more than 10 hours. I didnt feel it when he was in his room. I feel it now. A complete 宅男. Seriously. Nothing more describes it.

Ok la...I admit I dun really like other people to be in my room. Its suppose to be MY ROOM, but some of the things in my room doesnt belonged to me, its just in my room purely for the fact that its my 'privilege' to get a room on my own and Im suppose to store things that cannot be stored elsewhere. I think I had complained about it in my posts before, but I dont care.

I dont like it when people used the things and live it lying at a place where it shldnt be. My room is messy enough already, I dont need more mess. Really. I also think that having another people in the room makes my room more messy. Haha.

I realli hate it when people just opens my door room and on the light when I am sleeping. Cuz my door needs to be closed tightly, so when it opens, it will....hw to say..produce some noise? No, not creaking, just...noise. Do it more discretly can.. For eg, I dont switch on the lights when I go into their rooms at night. I grope in the dark, if not..just use the light source form outside. Keep the disturbance to the minimal.

I hope my mum will buy a mirror and puts in her room. Their room is the emptiest of all, but yet, the walking space is limited. I got no idea why. I always tell her to get a mirror but she will just get irritated for my selfishness. BAH! But having to be stirred away from my dreamland every saturday morning doesnt really makes me happy. If she dont buy, i will buy 1 and give her the one im currently using~If i ever made my way to ikea..

I admit, I just dont like to share my room. Thats all~

Enough of that. Lets move on.
2) I just preordered Jay's CD. Initially I thought it will come out on 9th oct, but Xiahui told me its on the 15th. So I went to preordered the metal casing one, and they gave me a rubik cube. Im really tempted to play the cube but then I dunno how to turn it back. So i gotta curb my temptation and put the cube away. Im never a fan of rubik cube. I can never understand whats the beauty behind it, erm...is there a beauty behind it ANYWAY? I just like to turn randomly and mess it. Anyway, I refuse to listen to any Jay's new songs until I get the album. I dont know why, is that what you call 原则？

3) I just went to JB this tues. I think its my first time there since dunno-how-many-donkey-years-back. I dont remember goin to JB. Saw Wahman on duty at the woodlands 关卡 there. Thats soo qiao. Went to JB to do hair treatment. Spent nearly half a day at the salon, its kinda cool, they got a room esp for hair treatment. Damn nice! They also lent us a laptop in case we are bored. Such personalised service. Great! Ate dinner at citysquare. OMG la! 19.90RM for 1 set meal which includes a drink, a soup, a garlic bread, a dessert, a main course. So full that I nearly puked. Imagine that, can u get so much things in singapore with approx SGD$9?? 讲真的, I doubt so.

4) Its 1140 now and I still got 40 mins before I knock off. I got nothing else to type.....but im quite adamant to type till I knock off. Haha.

5) Ok...My parents are becoming cuter. They took up Cha Cha recently. I saw them dancing some basic steps and I just feel like laughing! Haha! My mum needs more practice. My dad seems better cause he was guiding my mum.

6) Im now starting to think of what will be my future and directions. I know its kinda late, but better than not thinking about it. Friends go into businesses, got their plans and everything, and Im still 原地踏步，毫无进展。My plans are all short term plans, like earning enough to go Taiwan, pass the exams and forget about everything after that. Am I really doing the right thing? Is that really what I want? Actually now, its no longer important. I've chosen the path and I just have to go on. I got no idea what I really want, and what am I pursuing either.

7) Some may not believe, but I somehow 'quitting' mahjong, period. I've lost much and I think its time I sit and relearn everything. How people play and why is it that people can win so easily? I sat down beside Maxi 1 day while they play. I can only say she is heng. Want what get what. I dont see myself with such luck. I suspect im just downright suay. So in the meantime, find other mahjong kars. Give me time to 驱走 my suayness and improve hw to guard people.

OK...its 1215 pm now and I still got no work and i think i gotta stop here cuz Im knocking off in 15 mins time. I have sucessfully blogged a 1150 word essay! This must be my longest post ever, probably the most boring one. If any one shld read this, they probably have dozed off. Haha!

Thanks blogspot for giving me a space to 消磨 my 2 hours away!!

2008-10-09T21:09:00.000+08:00

Ok....this upload thing is getting slow. I just upload 3 of my photos...which can all be found in facebook album. So actually I dunno what's the point of uploading it here. For Beautifying the place i think. Thats all for now...Tata~

2008-10-04T17:17:00.000+08:00

拖了很久，有點懶惰，但是如果我再不 blog, 就會很對不起那些幫我的家人朋友了~

9月27日，星期六，傍晚6.30，我的21歲生日派對。有生以來做濄最大的派對。要感謝的人有好多好多。我的父母，親戚，好友。

幫我吹氣球的弟弟，老爸和 Qiqi。

幫我拿鞋子，彩帶來的哥哥。

幫我綁彩帶的老媽和叔叔。

幫我畫眼妝的 Maxi。

幫我拍照的 Cher 和 Magde。

幫我切蛋糕的 Celes, Jeremy。

幫我做 pre-preparation 的朋友。

還有出席的個位~多謝啦！謝謝你們的生日快樂歌與祝福！這是我第一次聽見那麼大聲地為我唱生日快樂歌！開心！

不多說，分享一些照片吧~

抱歉，upload 時間真的超久的！！下次吧！！我現在好餓喔！

2008-09-22T23:40:00.000+08:00

Tml, its time for my old darling to 重出江湖! Im so excited!

2008-09-19T08:33:00.000+08:00

Have you ever had a desire/ feel to just stare into space and do nothing for a period of time? This feeling is coming very strongly recently.

Maybe because I SHOULD be Busy these few weeks. I should be busy, I should have no time to rot. I should have no time to watch my weekly/daily dose of TW & HK shows. I should have no time to even....blog. I managed to find time eventually. Why? Its because I havent been really doing the correct things at the correct time.

Or maybe, I am used to not doing things. I am used not having so many deadlines to meet. I am used doing my things at my own pace. I am not used to having birthday party (in fact, other than my 1st birthday, I nvr had a big birthday after that) and gotta think of everything on my own.

Maybe, Its time for me to grow up... ...And not rely too much on others anymore...

2008-09-09T00:53:00.000+08:00

好久沒碰駕駛盤樂。早些為了拿月餅, 終於有機會開車了！！！

好死不死，在 Xpressway 下起雨來！！簡直是狂風暴雨嘛！雨大到我看不清楚路！！天啊！！嚇得我皮皮剉！！手都開始抖了呢。這是我第一次在雨天駕駛呢~緊張的呐！！

2008-09-08T01:34:00.000+08:00

Seems like I havent blog for quite some time. No particular reason. Just. No subject to post.

So today, I going to share with you my 'Addiction' , or maybe, 戒不掉的習慣。Erm, is that the same meaning? No right? Addiction is worse. Ok, thats not the point.

The first 1 my 'addiction' to mint sweets. More to Clorets Optimints. Im becoming more like the 代言人 of the sweet. Haha! Without the sweet, somehow, I will feel a little, 心理上的不舒服. The craving is not replaceable.

2nd 'addiction' is cracking almost all my joints. From the neck to the shoulder to the arm to the wrist to the fingers and down to my knee and toes, Oh, not forgetting the spine when I wake up. Simply put, as long as its a joint, I will crack it. I cannot dont crack. The same reason, wont feel well not doing so. Haha

Thats all I can think of now. I bet there is still some, which I perhaps didnt notice but am doing it 'religiously' everyday. Maybe I can understand why people cannot quit smoking. Haha~

日	吾	中	正	，	至	大	至	刚	；
3
矗	立	星	洲	，	巍	巍	昂	昂	；

华	夏	声	教	，	广	披	炎	荒	；

欧	印	文	明	，	他	山	之	长	；

好	学	力	行	，	知	耻	是	倡	；

日	新	月	异	，	不	息	自	强	；

止	于	至	善	，	万	国	同	光	；

大	哉	中	正	，	悠	久	无	疆	。

日	吾	中	正	，	至	大	至	刚	；
3
矗	立	星	洲	，	巍	巍	昂	昂	；

华	夏	声	教	，	广	披	炎	荒	；

欧	印	文	明	，	他	山	之	长	；

好	学	力	行	，	知	耻	是	倡	；

日	新	月	异	，	不	息	自	强	；

止	于	至	善	，	万	国	同	光	；

大	哉	中	正	，	悠	久	无	疆	。

日	吾	中	正	，	至	大	至	刚	；
3
矗	立	星	洲	，	巍	巍	昂	昂	；

华	夏	声	教	，	广	披	炎	荒	；

欧	印	文	明	，	他	山	之	长	；

好	学	力	行	，	知	耻	是	倡	；

日	新	月	异	，	不	息	自	强	；

止	于	至	善	，	万	国	同	光	；

大	哉	中	正	，	悠	久	无	疆	。